Dear chittu
Today was a usual start of the day with didi and papa going to their respective places. We dropped them to train station and got on with our day
After our daily massage and bath we set out for a walk to park
I decided to go to dog park for a change.
On the way we met grandma who lives across the street
We started chatting and before we knew she joined us for the walk with her grand daughter
I was hesitant as it is our time where I do not like any interruption
But I have been alone for so long with just you me papa and didi that I doubted if I have become a bit asocial
So I just went on with walk with four of us you me and they grandma grand daughter duo
But boy the kid was totally distressed and wanted to go back home
Grandma was tired managing the kid and I was like I want our casual walk and chit chatting go continue just two of us.
You are just 4 months old but I like to think out loud to you and it is really a lot of fun for me at least
I feel like I can choose better things to think about and that keeps me away from all rubbish thoughts
Now coming back to my original feeling that am I becoming asocial
I don’t know. But I do know this- I don’t really care if I have become asocial as long as I am happy and calm with myself
Do you also sometimes have a self doubt on certain social choices or preferences?